I lost myself loving you || a.hotchner
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  • Reads 28,883
  • Votes 621
  • Parts 23
  • Time 4h 19m
Complete, First published Aug 09, 2021
Mature
you can only do so much to try and save a relationship, you can fix the holes with bandaids but eventually, the foundation all comes crumbling down into a depressingly beautiful mess in which it is beyond repair.

and amongst the beautiful wreckage, stood a beautiful man and you couldn't get enough, despite the damage that is done. the damage you both caused.

despite you losing yourself loving him.

TW: heartbreak, verbal fighting, mentions of crime, blood and gore, strained relationships, hurt, death and suicide

soft!hotch
sub!hotch 
female!reader
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The first time Hotch sees you - young, brazen and violent - it's at an old trailer and he's there with Gideon to question you about your father's whereabouts. Someone who the BAU have pegged as their unsub. The second time he sees you - they're back to question the family of an unsub's victim. And you're different: elegant, eloquent and all sharp edges now well-rounded and polished. And married to a billionaire. The third time it's inside the interrogation room, after they find the corpse of a second man looking eerily similar to your missing husband. --- (Elevator pitch: reader may be a serial killer and Hotch is certain you murdered your husband. Chaos and situationships occurr) ---- (this is a slow build - yes they yearn! enemies to fuck buddies to enemies to lovers! - and implied sexual content) so much murder! so much yearning! #147 in enemies to lovers 😌😌 I do not own Criminal minds, the characters and the story!*