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I lost myself loving you || a.hotchner

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Reads 28,883
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Parts 23
Time 4h 19m

Reads 28,883
Votes 621
Parts 23
Time 4h 19m

agenthotchisadilf

Mature

aaronhotchner bau cm criminalminds hotch hotchner hotchxreader subhotch subhotchxreader texttospeech xreader

you can only do so much to try and save a relationship, you can fix the holes with bandaids but eventually, the foundation all comes crumbling down into a depressingly beautiful mess in which it is beyond repair.

and amongst the beautiful wreckage, stood a beautiful man and you couldn't get enough, despite the damage that is done. the damage you both caused.

despite you losing yourself loving him.

TW: heartbreak, verbal fighting, mentions of crime, blood and gore, strained relationships, hurt, death and suicide

soft!hotch
sub!hotch 
female!readerAll Rights Reserved

aaronhotchner bau cm criminalminds hotch hotchner hotchxreader subhotch subhotchxreader texttospeech xreader

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