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I lost myself loving you || a.hotchner

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Time 4h 19m

Reads 29,845
Votes 621
Parts 23
Time 4h 19m

agenthotchisadilf

Mature

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you can only do so much to try and save a relationship, you can fix the holes with bandaids but eventually, the foundation all comes crumbling down into a depressingly beautiful mess in which it is beyond repair.

and amongst the beautiful wreckage, stood a beautiful man and you couldn't get enough, despite the damage that is done. the damage you both caused.

despite you losing yourself loving him.

TW: heartbreak, verbal fighting, mentions of crime, blood and gore, strained relationships, hurt, death and suicide

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sub!hotch 
female!readerAll Rights Reserved

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