After the Sunbeams fade
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Have you ever had writer's block? Anna Golepski is a world renowned writer who's never experienced that block. Why? Because she's fears it more than hell itself and created a lifestyle to help her avoid writers block for good. And it worked... until she met him.
The life changing and painful story of Anna and Dorian told by Anna 4 years later as she lives the very life she'd given up everything to avoid. A life devoid of the will to write.
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