Tadhana
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  • Reads 18
  • Votes 4
  • Parts 4
Ongoing, First published Aug 09, 2021
Mature
Minsan mapapaisip ka na lang kung kailangan mo na bang tumigil na gawin ang isang bagay na alam mong nagpapasaya sayo pero siya ring bagay na makakapagbigay ng sakit.

Nakakapagod din palang ipilit sa sarili mo na kaya mo pa. Na masaya ka. Na matapang ka. 

Pero ang totoo gusto mo nang sumuko. Dahil kahit anong gawin mo, hindi parin sapat. 

Na kahit anong pilit mo, sa huli mapapagod ka, at mas nanaisin mo na lang, tumugil na.

At ngayon yun ang nararamdaman ko.

Pagod...


Paulit ulit na sakit...


At kalungkutan...


Pero ang salitang 'pag-sisisi' ay hindi pumasok sa isip ko. Dahil lahat ng ginawa ko. 

Lahat lahat. Kahit na nakakapagod, kahit na sobrang sakit, at kahit na sobrang lungkot hinding hindi ako nagsisisi.

Kasi nagawa ko yun dahil sa pag-mamahal. Kaya kong tiisin lahat ng sakit dahil MAHAL ko sila.

Pero dahil tao lang ako. 

Napapagod..
Nasasaktan..

Ititigil ko na toh. Lalayo muna ako.

Gusto ko munang kahit saglit makapagpahinga ako. Na kahit saglit lang maranasan ko rin kung paano ang mahalin, kung ano ang pakiramdam ng mahalaga. 

Kahit saglit lang...


Hahayaan ko na lang muna ang tadhanang hawakan ang buhay ko


Gusto ko munang hanapin ang sarili kong unti unti nang naglalaho.
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