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A Flux of Emotions

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depression emotional emotions expressyourself journal letters love poetry romance stories suicidalthoughts

My emotions throughout my life, expressed through stories, letters and journal entries.

Each part will have an author's note/passage explanation, if you want to better understand what I am trying to express. Some of the things mentioned are things I still struggle with to some degree and I am trying to work through them. I am hoping by writing out what I feel instead of holding them in, that it will help me.

Please be respectful of those with serious mental health problems and depression as scorn and negativity does not help. This book is not to promote or glorify mental health problems but rather be an outlet for my own as I work through them and expresses my growth with each new part.

Warning ⚠️ 
Some of these may be triggering as they might approach the subject of rather dark topics and I will do my best to mark them accordingly. 

There are triggers that I may not be aware are triggering so please let me know if you feel they need a warning.All Rights Reserved

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Can I Say Goodbye? by Missdelighted

I'm always searching for something worth staying for but I can't seem to find that until then please don't mind me because I'm just a traveler passing through. When I'm not satisfied or happy I'll leave and find a new path, so just let me say goodbye... Can I say goodbye? I wrote till my hands bruised and heart bled. I wrote and wrote in hopes that some day, somebody will understand my words and all the things I wish I could say... Each poem is a story. My story. Some are fictional but most of them are true. I know you're curious. From painful heart breaks to high school stories. A person dealing with mental illnesses, fears and abuse. Won't you like to know about the drama?

Shadows by LAKirkegaard

Some things you just can't avoid, like falling in love. As much as you try to avoid, or search for it, it always seems to find you, or elude you. It seemed to find me every corner I turned, and I always tried to avoid it but alas, for some unknown reason, it found me. I retell my story in this writing, my story of love, deceit, power, and loss. Would you join me if I told you I could give you anything? Even love? Tell me what you need and I will grant you what you wish for. But before I do, will you join me in the retelling of this story? And if you will join me, then watch, carefully, the Shadows.

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Message Not delivered... by KaspyTheeGhost

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Can I Say Goodbye?

I'm always searching for something worth staying for but I can't seem to find that until then please don't mind me because I'm just a traveler passing through. When I'm not satisfied or happy I'll leave and find a new path, so just let me say goodbye... Can I say goodbye? I wrote till my hands bruised and heart bled. I wrote and wrote in hopes that some day, somebody will understand my words and all the things I wish I could say... Each poem is a story. My story. Some are fictional but most of them are true. I know you're curious. From painful heart breaks to high school stories. A person dealing with mental illnesses, fears and abuse. Won't you like to know about the drama?