Windows (BOOK 1)
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  • Parts 5
  • Time 13m
  • Reads 19
  • Votes 5
  • Parts 5
  • Time 13m
Ongoing, First published Aug 11, 2021
"Leave, it's over. It has been over since I left for school but I didn't have it in me to break up with you then. We both know it's over. I've been doing everything possible to get you to break up with me. I've been smoking and drinking, hanging out with Dani. I wanted you to find all of this out this summer and leave me so I wouldn't be the bad guy here. I tried so many fucking times to leave you but every damn time I felt bad for leaving like your dad did."

"You can't do this to us! I won't let you! I am not leaving you like this. We can't break up."

"Well we just did... so leave"
 (that was cold even for you) (But apparently this was just room temperature for you now. I realized I didn't know just how ice cold you could be) 

I want to say that this is the saddest, most tragic part of the story of my life but it just so happens there are years worth of stories that could fill these pages. For now I'll start with Freshman year of college. I led such a double life, lying to everyone, even myself. I was not okay. For personal reasons I've changed the names of everyone but the stories come from most of the truth.
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