Faced with the realization the man she loved is no longer alive she struggles to find a place in her mind that she can call calm. Female Reader Warnings! Mentions of death $u!cidal thoughts and I guess angst Sorry if this is bad I'm not a very active writing nor am I good I just really wanted to write about this topic and maybe hear opinions (though I doubt anyone will see this) I have no idea what the cover is I made it in like a minute. Enjoy!