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Quintessence

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If one was to remember all the lives they've lived, do you think they could live a "normal" life? I don't think so. If they were to do so, certain moments would overlap, reminding them of the last moment that happened in the past life. PTSD is bound for the one who remembers every life they've lived. Anything they touch could trigger a huge reaction and cause one to be irrational. They would make decisions based on their past lives, forgetting that their current life is somewhat different. All of this can cause a cycle of negative outcomes. What if there was someone out there like that? You know I'm not fond of "What if" questions but what if?

Of course not. No one like that exists. Everyone is only human on this Earth. We may have dreams that make our imagination go wild and we can believe it. It won't make people like that exist. The land we stand on goes through seasons and with those seasons come emotions. Emotions will make us believe things that are only temporary. That's the way our minds work...well, normal minds anyways. Look, the knowledge you hold is incredibly great, almost too great. The knowledge you hold brings a huge imagination. Don't get confused with knowledge and imagination. It would be a terrible waste of potential, seeing as you are the best thing that has ever stepped on this campus. I'm sure you're comprehending what I'm saying, right? 

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