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Last published Wed, Jul 16, 2025
This is not just a memoir to myself but it's a survival map stitched from memory, fiction, and everything in between.
Light Leaks Through is a deeply personal journey into the quiet chaos of my life lived between heaviness and hope. Written as a love letter to myself both past and present this book blends real moments with fiction to paint a raw, honest, and at times picture of what it means to me to keep going when nothing makes sense.
Each chapter stands as a small act of defiance: against silence, shame, and the idea that we have to be whole to be worthy. Through flashbacks, imagined conversations, and inner monologues, the book speaks directly to the younger version of me and to the version of me who is still struggling and to anyone who has ever felt like giving up i want to say: You are not the only one. And you are not broken.
This book is not clean. It's not polished. This is the real me and how I am struggling in a world who is letting us feel like we are the crazy ones. It carries bruises and laughter, nights full of noise and mornings that somehow came anyway. It's about surviving not perfectly, but beautifully.
In a world that often celebrates only the end result, Light Leaks Through honors the messy middle. It is a reminder that strength isn't loud, and healing doesn't look the same for everyone.
This is for the ones who are still here. The ones who stayed.
This is for you.
This is for me.
Authors note:
This book is has some bad language so beware of that.
TW there will be in this book some parts that contain insecurities, ED and mental health struggles
I hope you guys will like this post. And all rights to me, you can't copy anything of it.
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