Prologue I am Buhlebenkosi "Kylie" Qhawe a coloured girl from thee Eastern Cape and I am 18years old . I passed my matric very well that it gained me a Scholarship to study Abroad . I Live..well lived with both my parents, baby sister and my grandmother . We are a very small family that is distanced from our extended family for some reasons. I love and respect my culture but as I grew and lived far from home I just seem to have lost it a bit. Living Abroad far from everything and everyone I know hasn't been easy , but I got used to it and made new friends that kind of like turned into family and some almost destroyed me . Now ladies and Gentlemen this is my story... ⚠️NOT EDITED ,MIGHT BE A LOT OF ERRORS