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What is this feeling?

Xx_its_ya_boi_xX

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Reads 72
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Xx_its_ya_boi_xX

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Your teenage years are already unbelievably stressful.  You're at that awkward age where you're constantly stressing over the absolutely smallest inconveniences, or the biggest problems most adults didn't have to deal with.  With that being said let's add LOVE to the equation.  That irritable most savage feeling anyone can feel.  Love can also be a blessing disguised as a curse.  Waiting to come out in the most inconvenient of times.  

In this story you get to meet the character Rowen.  A antisocial 16 year old.  Never really been in love before except for the occasional crush here and there, until they Eventually get that irritably clingy feeling stick to them whenever their around their childhood friend... Charlie.

Based on true eventsAll Rights Reserved

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4ng3l Num63r$ (BL) by Blub3rryxoxo

A high-school story about two boys. A popular boy, Pierre, falls in love with a goth boy, Nico. But because of their polar opposite looks and personalities, he thinks that the stoic goth won't love him back. Something changes when Pierre turns sixteen. Suddenly, he is blessed by the gods with the power of being able to make any wish on an angel number, and the wish will come true instantly. But can love be forced? Is it wrong to force someone to be in love with you? Will the wishes last? That is the catch. For the one minute that you get to make the wish, you can add any conditions you want. Except that whatever it is can NOT last forever. You could make it last for an hour or two or for the rest of the day, maybe even a week. The limit is a month. But after the time you have asked the wish for, the effects cease to exist. And whatever happened will be forgotten. The only person who can remember what happened is the wish maker. In this scenario being Pierre. Pierre can ask for absolutely anything to be cast upon someone or himself: love, death, revenge, sorrow. But if death is caused or revenge is pursued, the effects are unreversable. Once pain is inflicted, it does not heal after the time limit. Will Pierre use the wishes for good? Or will he abuse the power and cause havoc? Warning ⚠️: This is a BL (Boy's love). It is GAY! If you do not like it, then simply do not read it. Thank you! - Jessie.

Stay (Boy × Boy) ✔ by sweetcaressesofmay

You love your best friend, he doesn't love you back. He has met a girl, a pretty little thing, he's in love with her. He's your only friend, but he has new friends. They're toxic and no good for you, either of you. They treat you like sh*t, and when you get treated like sh*t often enough, you start to believe it's what you deserve. And before you know it, you're drowning. You're drowning in deep, cold water. William and Aydan have been inseparable for ten years, due to an arrangement William's wealthy dad made to make sure his asocial son has at least one friend. During those years William has secretly fallen in love with Aydan. Once Aydan starts going out with a girl named Claudia, William wants to keep his friend close even if it hurts. Soon things start to change between them and Aydan's first love has more dangerous consequences than anyone could have guessed. CW: violence, depression 2020 (original), 2021 (edited)

It Wasn't Love ✔️ by depressedn0nce

"Fuck." He whispers into my neck, sending a thrill of excitement through my body. His lips still smothered kisses over my neck and his hands roamed my body, starting at my chest, going down to my stomach. Caressing my soft skin, his thumb trailed circles on my groin before slightly slipping into the waistband of my jeans. My breath catches in my throat as I pull at the hoodie that covered his chiselled body. Understanding, Jacob pulls it off in one swift movement before attaching his lips back on my neck. Sucking and biting it before flicking his tongue over the sore spot. A quiet moan leaves my mouth and I clasp my hand over it, denying any noise to escape. "You drive me fucking crazy, Aria." ---------------------------- Aria Bailey finds it hard to fit in. Her parents are always busy and never have time for her. She lives alone at her family home and has top grades in all of her classes. But being a 17 year old friendless nerd comes with its disadvantages. The bullying gets worse every single day, driving her to self harm and suicidal thoughts. Aria learns more about popular boy, Jacob Rickson and starts developing feelings for the well known 18 year old. Jacob helps her come out of her shell and learn to be more comfortable and confident. Aria has to make a tough decision by choosing if she would rather be with Jacob and be bullied by her mind for eternity, or to leave and be left alone, exactly how she wants to be. -Strangers to lovers -Right person, wrong time

Moonlight Kisses by chxrryskiwis

"Why are you doing that!" she whisper-screams while her eyes flit to the other guys, who are now immersed in something else that isn't us. I kiss that spot again, making her whole body shiver. It's oddly entertaining to watch what my slightest movements do to her. Usually it takes a lot more for a girl to unravel this way, but her breath hitches each time I go to kiss her neck. I could only imagine what my hands could do to her body. "You still didn't answer my question," she huffs harshly. And still she hasn't pulled away from me. Had I been any stupider, I'd say Jordyn was actually enjoying herself. If she hates this so badly, why hasn't she asked me to stop? [] In August, Jordyn Reeve starts attending Crestview Prep and not long after strikes a deal with Beau Clemonte, an arrogant, rude boy who happens to be the thing that can give her what she wants: his best friend, Jake Amherst. Of course, everything worthwhile must come with a price. Despite her outright opinions, Jordyn makes a deal with the devil. Or at least that's what that's what she saw at first -- a coldhearted, stubborn asshole that cared even less than she did. Her only intention was to see this out to get the guy. However, it wasn't that simple for Beau. Cover created by: @meha-k Started October 2020 Completed January 2022

22 Days✓ by salemmiles_

🏆Featured on @TeenFiction's "Funny Bones" reading list(06/10/21) 22 days....1 bet.....a vacation getaway. Can you handle the heat? **************** After winning a 3 week getaway to Hawaii, Cece's main goal is to win the bet set to her by Derek: confess to her crush about her feelings. Not only must Cece navigate her way to talking to Yvonne, a black beauty, but when a hot threat arrives on the scene, things just got a whole lot harder. 3 weeks...1 bet....many challenges...You sure you can handle the heat? ******* Longlister in the Romance Awards Hosted by @NARomance

It just... happened? (boyxboy) by leaa4500

Before I knew it my shirt was torn away from my torso and tossed on the floor, Charlie's doing the same. Our kiss intensified and I felt him groan against my lips. I swear to god, this boy is making out with me like his life depends on it! And that's when reality punched me in the gut... the words 'this boy' kept running through my head over and over again until it got through the thick fog of vodlka and whatever else was in those stupid drinks. I, Ace Loughty, was kissing a guy. A fucking guy. A fucking straight guy named Charlie Simmons who of course had to be one of the most popular dickheads in Meadow Ridge High. I am so unbelievably fucked. ----- 17 year old Ace Loughty was never one longing to be in the spotlight. In fact, he craved the exact opposite: being left alone. When Ace was 13, the tragic death of his younger sister Eleanor caused him to rapidly gain popularity and pitiful looks. He hated the attention. All of a sudden everyone wanted to be friends with the dead girls brother, they'd promise Ace he would never be alone that they would always be there for him, which he of course knew was untrue, they're all just hungry for attention. Sometime later the school moved onto other drama and gossip, things started to die down and people finally left Ace alone. He moved on with his life, convincing himself he was over Eleanor's death and as quick as the whole thing started, he returned to being lonely, weird, quiet nobody Ace. Just how he liked it. That is until 4 years later when he found himself sprawled out on a bed. With Charlie Simmons hovering over him. Charlie Simmons who was kissing Ace like he would die if he ever dared to stop. Which was all too true. Without kissing Ace, Charlie was as good as dead. *WARNING*: This story will contain themes of severe depression, suicide, abuse and somewhat graphic depiction of self harm. If any of these things may trigger you please rethink reading this story!! Started: January 21st 2020

Only to Feel This Fully [Completed] by ewwwdavid

Charlie Holloway has great friends, good grades, a steady part-time job he actually likes, and athletic ability that makes him a star in two sports, but recently it's all felt rather hollow. However, when childhood friend Theo Broussard comes back into his life, Charlie is shaken out of a years-long daze that has left him coasting through his teenage years. Theo just happening to be the star player for his school's biggest rival and his first crush only complicates matters further. When things get difficult, Charlie finds himself forced to choose between his current life following the path of least resistance or a harder but possibly more fulfilling one. "Only to feel this fully, this entire, the way snow touched bare skin & is suddenly, no longer snow" -Ocean Vuong, "Devotion" from Night Sky with Exit Wounds [Re-edited 4/18/20]

Hollow | BxBxBxB by ElijahDiva

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She's With The Band by leilams31

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Sheets | ✓ by sareyen

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Stay (Boy × Boy) ✔ cover

It Wasn't Love ✔️ cover

Moonlight Kisses cover

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Only to Feel This Fully [Completed] cover

Hollow | BxBxBxB cover

She's With The Band cover

Sheets | ✓ cover

4ng3l Num63r$ (BL)

A high-school story about two boys. A popular boy, Pierre, falls in love with a goth boy, Nico. But because of their polar opposite looks and personalities, he thinks that the stoic goth won't love him back. Something changes when Pierre turns sixteen. Suddenly, he is blessed by the gods with the power of being able to make any wish on an angel number, and the wish will come true instantly. But can love be forced? Is it wrong to force someone to be in love with you? Will the wishes last? That is the catch. For the one minute that you get to make the wish, you can add any conditions you want. Except that whatever it is can NOT last forever. You could make it last for an hour or two or for the rest of the day, maybe even a week. The limit is a month. But after the time you have asked the wish for, the effects cease to exist. And whatever happened will be forgotten. The only person who can remember what happened is the wish maker. In this scenario being Pierre. Pierre can ask for absolutely anything to be cast upon someone or himself: love, death, revenge, sorrow. But if death is caused or revenge is pursued, the effects are unreversable. Once pain is inflicted, it does not heal after the time limit. Will Pierre use the wishes for good? Or will he abuse the power and cause havoc? Warning ⚠️: This is a BL (Boy's love). It is GAY! If you do not like it, then simply do not read it. Thank you! - Jessie.