Hold on for Dear Love
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Billie Eilish struggles with finding herself worth
when recovering from an eating disorder and death of a loved one. She is just about to give up on the chance of falling in love again until she meets Karissa, in the worst circumstances. They grow together and end up raising a child of their own who starts to show the same troubling signs of mental illness that Billie once had. Follow along on their journey to find peace, happiness, and love even through the worst of times.
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