In the back of my mind (in the back of my mind) You died (I killed you) And I didn't even cry (And I didn't even even regret it) Not a single tear (I can't believe I said it) And I'm sick of waiting patiently (But it's true) for someone that won't even arrive (I hate you) In which Alicent Hightower's big sister finds herself trapped in the Targeryen's world with a broken heart... ( ON HOLD ) ( house of the dragon s1 - s2 ) ( daemon targaryen x fem!oc ) ( harwin strong x fem!oc ) ( rhaenyra targaryen x fem!oc )