ambivalently yours. [mark lee]
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Ongoing, First published Aug 13, 2021
A story of adventure filled with extraordinary teens with a taste for pride and power. 

She was glass, shattered and mushed by trust and guilt into specks of glitter. She was glitter, glistening with fury and resentment. Sand that is forged into a sharp black onyx filled with the void of nightmares and despair. In their eyes, she was a villain. A cruel child of the underworld with a heart filled with shadows. But she begs to differ.

He was a lustrous pearl, nourished by his mother's shell, and protected by the sea his father conquered. He had layers and strong foundations of integrity and loyalty. He was a hero, hidden from honesty. But now he wants to be seen.

Both of them are miracles, bound not to exist in this world. Both are contrasts of one another yet in a way, they are somehow similar to each other. Both bonded with the taste for nobility and pride. But in this tale, only one must answer to the oracle.

In the heat of battle, where swords are drawn, hearts are crushed, and death is watching, who will prevail? 

Who is the child of the prophecy? 

But the real question is; What if one falls for the other?
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"I don't know what to do anymore. I tried seeing you as a threat and trust me I do, but there is a part of me that wants to be close with you. I want to care for you, to protect you, to know that I keep you safe when you are in my arms but you keep shutting me out."

"You will live longer if you despise me. Everyone who has seen goodness in me has either died or become the enemy, you need to understand that this is for you. That you will live longer when you are not with me." 

"I don't want to live a long life if you are not part of it, Helia."
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Ambivalently Yours;
You can't hate someone without secretly caring for them.

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Fanfic inspired by the series Percy Jackson

DATE STARTED [ 21 - 09 - 2022]
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