Despair
- LECTURES 274
- Votes 124
- Chapitres 8
Contenu pour adultesEn cours d'écriture
Dernière publication mar., août 24, 2021
"I need to be alone. I need to ponder my shame and my despair in seclusion; I need the sunshine and the paving stones of the streets without companions, without conversation, face to face with myself, with only the music of my heart for company."
― Henry Miller
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Is it worth it? To change oneself to try to fit The unreachable standards of the world Could you really change the way you're told? It's always a battle of love and hate When I look at the mirror and see my face Tears of torment, of pain, of hurt Can the world still change or just be curt? I tried to smile, to understand The cruel words and hurtful hands Can someone give me the hope to live A person this world I hope could give. A.Terminé
DISTANT (Love Series 2)
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He Belongs to Someone Else
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THE POSSESSION: YOU'RE MINE - [COMPLETED]
(EDITING IN PROGRESS) I lost sight of the sin that caused my death for three years. The love I mistakenly believed to be genuine has died, but I was only duped. Due to the shamelessness I saw, pain and rage rendered me blind, and I was forced to let the pleasant memories be replaced by hatred and agony. I'm enraged. The victim here is me. I felt pain. But why does everything seem to be different now? Reversed circumstances exist. I'm the one to blame right now. Again, I'm the one getting wounded. I was detained with the intention of using force to dispel all the darkness brought on by what I saw. What will happen to me if the guy who injured me later returns after I've tried to ignore him for a long time? However, not to beg for pardon. But to make me feel even worse, that no matter how serious the offense was, it was still done. I had to stay with him. I'm unable to leave him. The fact that I am his sole possession; named Vince Kurt Vargas. What type of universe awaits me where I can witness the cruelties of the world? A world where I was with the person who had control over my body, my life, and my love. ~•~ Date started: July 19, 2019 Date finished: December 7, 2019 WARNING: SPG/ R-18Terminé
Got You (SEASON II of Missing You)
I have once had her, But then I lost her When she came back, I thought that it would be that easy for me I'm was wrong She's in pain, Hurt and Afraid to get involve about LOVE Started:November 29, 2017 Ended:August 25, 2018Terminé
Honne; Tatemae
"No! Stop!" I could see her fading silhouette. She keeps on walking away just like the way I dreamt of her every night. 'No! Please don't walk away. I need to see your face. I need to know your name. I need to find you.' But I know that it wasn't enough. If there's anything that she's good at, it is into dodging people away. "Please!?" I almost beg. "I need to see you. Just stop." I keep on running and chasing after her. But like in every dreams, she kept on slowly fading away. And I could feel the same emptiness within whenever I've dreamt of this. It starts with her fading hands. Like a human form that's painfully breaking into tiny crystallized pieces that's scattered into thin air, she's dissolving in an incredibly fast-paced. "No. Please don't!" I could feel the tears that's running down on my cheeks as I try to grab her fading hand. "No! No!" As if there's a heavy rock on my chest, my breath starts to heave. I could feel the hollow emptiness within and the contradictory feeling of being crushed beneath.Terminé
Decisions that I made | Completed
We're doing something that made us regret. It's not easy I know that. Being betrayed by your friend is hard. Being fooled by your so called friend is more hard. And being ashamed of yourself is the hardest of all. We can't do about it since it happened. We don't have the magic pen that could rewrite our story. I don't have a prince charming coz I don't need it. But He came to me. I pushed him away, afraid of being betrayed again. "You can't hide on your shell forever Rina" he said, his green eyes stared into mine. Would I let him opened my shell that protect me? Would I believe him? Or Would I let myself be hurt again? Written in TAGLISH Image that were used to cover is solemnly credited to the artist.Terminé
He's A Battered Husband
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Unspoken Deception
In this enigmatic world where intentions remain concealed, people find themselves tricked and bewildered, compelled to yield. For truth resides not in explicit words, but in actions lost, a web of deception woven, at quite a cost and things aren't always said plainly, which can lead to confusion and trickery. Similar to the fundamental rule of a course I took in college: "never assume unless otherwise stated." I always do the math, I tread with caution, never risking in vain. Calculations made in mind and hands, devoid of wanton strain. I never believe empty promises, and I never put a value on deeds or efforts unless someone explicitly tells me to. I never risk something I know won't pay off. Yet, amidst this labyrinth of deceit, I made a choice to believe in him. I opted to believe him in this treacherous environment. I trusted his unspoken words, his actions' voice. I dared to face uncertainty, embracing the unknown, For the chance of deceit may be high, but trust had to be sown. In a world where certainty falters, I dared to challenge certainty. Believing in his unexpressed truths, I forged a daring path, embracing the light, the challenge of comprehending the inexplicable, even when faced with perplexing actions and the absence of explicit words. I take the arduous route, choosing faith and unwavering determination, in lieu of the deceptive allure that surrounds me. For, despite the treacherous odds, my heart dares to anchor itself to his unspoken language, ever yearning for the clarity my soul craves.Terminé
Until My Heartaches End (On Hold)
You have the power over your pain. -- After Lara Adeline Romirez lost everything she dearly loves, she promises to keep her already shattered heart unharmed. She can't afford to lose these remaining pieces anymore. All throughout the years, she gives her heart to no one. She avoids any entanglements. She does not make any new friends despite her bestfriend's wish. Because for her new life, to care is to be vulnerable. Yet, one day, a man forces himself to enter Lara's safe haven. She does anything to free herself from the grasp of this man but still fails. Will Lara let this man - a potential harm enters her life? Maybe, she has to. This man's never giving up. Meanwhile, Lara still lingers on with her bestfriend's memories; she looks so long at the closed door that she does not see the one that has been opened. When will all her heartaches end? It's up to her.Terminé
Is it worth it? To change oneself to try to fit The unreachable standards of the world Could you really change the way you're told? It's always a battle of love and hate When I look at the mirror and see my face Tears of torment, of pain, of hurt Can the world still change or just be curt? I tried to smile, to understand The cruel words and hurtful hands Can someone give me the hope to live A person this world I hope could give. A.
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