Late on an October Day
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TW: this deals with: suicide, mentions of suicide, self abuse, self isolation, if any of these could trigger you, please do not read this.
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the cover art is not mine
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It was after school on an October day, and the words still rung though Izuku's ears "take a swan dive off the roof of the building" "take a swan dive off the roof of the building" "take a swan dive off the roof of the building" like a temptation.
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