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MyChemikalienRomance

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autobiography broken highschool nostalgia self selfharm

Emerson wants what every high schooler wants: stability, happiness, youth. Nothing comes easy, and what does turns out to be a complete and utter nightmare. A broken home, psychiatric hospital stays, and a physically abusive boyfriend drive her to turn all that hatred inward and can only cope by self mutilation. Just when there seems to be nothing real to hold on to, Emerson is given something so small, but it means everything in means of saving herself.

TRIGGER WARNINGS:
RAPE
SELF MUTILATION: CUTTING
DOMESTIC VIOLENCE
SUBSTANCE USE
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autobiography broken highschool nostalgia self selfharm

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Suicidal

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