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Suicide Sadness

TheTrueHSMStans

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Reads 19,162
Votes 834
Parts 52
Time 3h 8m

TheTrueHSMStans

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TRIGGER WARNING: Self Harm, Suicidal Thoughts, Attempted Suicide, Homophobia and other Mental Health issues!
    
Ricky Bowen is a depressed, anxious and suffering from bipolar disorder teen who has had to move schools because of his previous failed suicide attempt at his old school. He never believed in high school love. He knew he would never find a girl he likes. But when he moves, he meets EJ Caswell, the captain of the water polo team, senior class treasurer and what all the girls desire. Ricky hates jocks and people who think they are all that but when they get paired for a school project, Ricky starts questioning everything he's ever thought.

Started: August 31st, 2021
Finished: January 14th, 2022

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My little Punk! [Steddie fanfic]✔️ by Frankies_world39

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I Saw You In The Water [Joshler] by utterflop

Tyler is a fisherman's son who never liked the ocean and everything that's in it. One day he catches something special that makes him change his mind...

slow // tysh by cherryjiwoo

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Complicated {Fransykes} by gerardmywaydowntown

The title was NOT intended to be the avril lavigne song but shit happens, alright? Josh starts a new job in an attempt to make ends meet, never expecting that his new boss will be incredibly attractive. But it can get complicated to fall for someone that you work with.

Someone Like You by lisaaaaa1616

Clay, the most handsome boy of the school with a cocky attitude who is surrounded by his popular friend group and loads of girls. His life should only be amazing, right? Little did anyone know that the same boy was using makeup on a daily basis to hide his bruises while running away from home with tears rolling down his face. George, however, had quite the opposite life or... a way more similar life than any of them thought? After being bullied by the popular guys for years, George's self worth got so low that self harm seemed like the only way to escape the terrific reality... Just when George thought Clay's and Sapnap's lives were great, more and more secrets were revealed. Maybe Clay wasn't as happy as he seemed, maybe he was very similar to George. Just a bit too much... Warnings: -Sexual assault/implied rape (scenes not written) -Suicide attempt (car accident (severe injuries)) -Physical and emotional (child) abuse -Bullying (body shaming) -Self harm (cutting) -Disordered eating -Panic attacks

Take control ❅ Kellic by jfckellic

Vic doesn't care about school, all he cares about is his reputation; which includes sleeping around, drinking, smoking, etc... Kellin cares about his grades, friends, family; He has big dreams. After kellin attends his first ever party - hosted by Vic - he experiences many things he hasn't before. (edited on May 1, 2018)

Can't Let You Go [Dnf Mafia au] by ForgetMe_ForgetMeNot

A normal customer. He had blonde hair, slightly tanned skin, tall and a cute smile, I thought nothing of it. he's probably a nice guy. That is until I realized, I dragged myself into a problem. A problem I could kind of easily solve by myself. But..I developed an attachment towards him..kinda want to stay. Do you think George will stay? Do you think he'll try to live his life with all the things going on? I don't know?Read. TRIGGERS: Lime - Violence - Gore - Weapons - Smut - Swearing. Warnings suck I know Trigger warning will be added if there are some chapters that don't have trigger warnings, please tell me! Thank you! <3 If Cc aren't comfortable with this fic then it goes in the pit of fire (meaning it will get deleted) this is all satire so by any means I'll probably delete in the future lmao #1 in georgie #39 in lime #51 in mlm #61 in gream #70 in au

Existential Indifference (Joshler) by milkcartonangel

Death is supposed to be easier to accept when it's gradual. The longer you watch someone wither away, the easier it is to accept that they're dying. Maybe that's why Josh doesn't care about the consequences anymore as he sticks the needle into his vein and watches himself gradually disappear. ***Trigger warnings for illegal drug use.***

Accidentally Forever/DNF by random_roadie54

(This story has been entered into the Watty awards :D) After not being approved to move to the states, George takes a small two week vacation in the summer to visit his friends. His friends drag him to a party where a reckless decision was made. Two years later George is alone in his apartment with nothing but the sound of the heater and his sleeping two year old on his chest. He hasn't spoken to his friends since he left the states all those years ago, terrified of what they might say. What they might think. George knows the text will come, its his decision on what to do about it he needs to think through. Happy 25th birthday to himself, he thinks.

Saving Elliot ✓ by northbynorth

Elliot Jensen and Elliot Fintry have a lot in common. They share the same name, the same house, the same school, oh and they hate each other but, as they will quickly learn, there is a fine line between love and hate.

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My little Punk! [Steddie fanfic]✔️ cover

I Saw You In The Water [Joshler] cover

slow // tysh cover

Complicated {Fransykes} cover

Someone Like You cover

Take control ❅ Kellic cover

Can't Let You Go [Dnf Mafia au] cover

Existential Indifference (Joshler) cover

Accidentally Forever/DNF cover

Saving Elliot ✓ cover

My little Punk! [Steddie fanfic]✔️

finished "I- do you like guys?" He asked quietly. The other boy was shocked for only a moment. "Maybe..." he sighed sadly, studying the ground. Steve took a step closer to Eddie. "Yes or no?" he asked. "Yes" Eddie gulped and looked up into the taller boy's dark brown eyes. As they stared at each other for a little while, he noticed specks of gold and green within the gorgeous shades of reddish brown. "Your eyes are really pretty," he blurted. Steve chuckled. "Thank you, i love your smile" this made both boys blush a scarlet red. "I really like you" Steve leaned down and whispered into Eddie's ear, sending a chill down the other boy's spine. "I like you too, alot" he said, avoiding eye contact with Steve. the older boy gently grabbed his chin and forced him to look up. "Can I?" he asked, his eyes flickering to Eddie's lips. The smaller boy nodded, and a few seconds later, their lips collided. [boyxboy] [lime, blood, slurs, smoking, fighting, swearing, angst, fluff, smut, R@pe] [Started July 4th] [Finished August 30th] [prequel - Butterfly Kisses (on hold)] Cover art by @oyasumikakyoin on insta Please forgive me if this sucks please read this