Christmas // Muke
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Michael was depressed. He knew it. Luke knew it. Ashton knew it. Calum knew it. The fam knew it. But no one knew why. Except him.
It was because he was hiding from himself.
He was gay. But didn't want to think he was. After making such a big deal about being straight.
And he was in love with his best friend, Luke.
24 days before Christmas, December 1st, was when he realized it.
He made a deal to himself.
If he didn't tell Luke by Christmas, he'd kill himself.
(1 ending
Contains triggering and foul language.
No smut.
Boyxboy.
Takes place in December 2014)
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