Without the Boys

TRIGGER WARNING!! Abusive scenes, containing torture and r*pe and graphic descriptions of human body insides.

What if Hook never came back to life?

Now both Emma and Regina end up in dark places. Emma has to deal with a depression and the battle inside Regina only grows larger. Regina decides to split herself and get rid her evil half, but doesn't succeed.
The Evil Queen is ready to play and who is a better playing mate than Emma? She captures her, she can have some fun. But does that mean fun for Emma too?
The only one who would be able to save her has to be Regina. But what does it take to get Emma back?

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters or the setting.