Mariana.
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Last published Fri, Dec 19, 2014
No one knows who or what Mariana is.
Not even myself.
These poems and stories are inspired by a girl.
A girl who is
darling.
She cascaded my cup with feeling.
Things out of reach.
My cup over ran with them.
I happened to clean the spill with my words
...but something's were meant to be tipped over
Or brought to a cracking point,
Because afterwards you can breathe.
I've never been free
Because my heart is taken
And I'm running on mechanics and electricity.
So I guess I'm suffocating.
And I want someone to feel my words before I go.
And yes, These are my words.
Don't be a dork and steal em!
But you may be a dweeb and comment anything for constructive
Criticism to help out.
"May the waves crash softly."
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meaning
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