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Diary of a lone
emocvmXx
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emocvmXx
Ongoing, First published Aug 15, 2021
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this is about somethings ima write down,, sometimes even I'm not sure what I'm writing in here but I hope it's appealing to said audience reading this.

  it's prominently about very descriptive things within my life,, what I do and or what to do and even some of the things I think of and possibly what I'm like but I guess I'll do an intro on Chapter No.1 and see if it's any interest to you guys.

  within this I may explore some pretty graphic details which may have a big TW on them. here are some of the topics: TW!! : gore,, very graphic arousing scenarios,, home life,, parental issue,, bullying,, self harm and others along the same lines so please be cautious when reading this diary,, thank you :)
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