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Why can't I just die?

SamijeaMatthews

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Parts 16
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Reads 1,154
Votes 60
Parts 16
Time 1h 4m

SamijeaMatthews

Mature

bakudeku bakugou bnha class1-a crazydeku dazawa death deku dekuhasaquirk depressed depresseddeku emotionaldeku izuku izukuhasaquirk kachan mha papmic quirk quirkdeku suicidaldeku suicidalthoughts

Edited: Wow I can't believe I left this story for two years.  I promise my writing skills have improved over the past two years. I'm going to be picking this story back up so for those who enjoyed it, here you go. 



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izuku Midoriya has always had a horrible life and this caused him to have heavy mental issues it all started when he was 4 the day he found out if he had a quirk or not well he had a quirk but just not one u would expect and lots of people wanted him for his quirk and one is the biggest villain of all time.
His mom only cared about the money she made off him from selling his inside. She was very abusive both mentally and physically and when she was done with him she sold him off and went to strive in her rich life without him and things only seemed to get worse till a tired pro hero came to his rescue.

Will Izuku life change for the better or will this only get WORSE if that's even possible tune in on the next episode of drama- pops I mean the first chapter of the book I guess🤷♀️





⚠️ triggers⚠️

- suicide 
- suicidal thoughts 
- suicidal attempts 
- cutting 
- abuse 
- panic attacks 
- and probably more 

I will suggest u not read if These trigger u cause I probably will forget to write warningsAll Rights Reserved

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Don't let go by WarriorDragon215

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Crazy Bastard (Vigilante Deku) by Chimera_Regarion

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