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Why can't I just die?

SamijeaMatthews

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Reads 1,164
Votes 60
Parts 16
Time 1h 4m

SamijeaMatthews

Mature

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Edited: Wow I can't believe I left this story for two years.  I promise my writing skills have improved over the past two years. I'm going to be picking this story back up so for those who enjoyed it, here you go. 



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izuku Midoriya has always had a horrible life and this caused him to have heavy mental issues it all started when he was 4 the day he found out if he had a quirk or not well he had a quirk but just not one u would expect and lots of people wanted him for his quirk and one is the biggest villain of all time.
His mom only cared about the money she made off him from selling his inside. She was very abusive both mentally and physically and when she was done with him she sold him off and went to strive in her rich life without him and things only seemed to get worse till a tired pro hero came to his rescue.

Will Izuku life change for the better or will this only get WORSE if that's even possible tune in on the next episode of drama- pops I mean the first chapter of the book I guess🤷♀️





⚠️ triggers⚠️

- suicide 
- suicidal thoughts 
- suicidal attempts 
- cutting 
- abuse 
- panic attacks 
- and probably more 

I will suggest u not read if These trigger u cause I probably will forget to write warningsAll Rights Reserved

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Azrael (Vigilante Deku) by Chimera_Regarion

Izuku Midoriya had everything a 4-year-old child could wish for. He had a family, a home and a quirk that was like no other. Thanks to a tragic and very bloody night, he was left with nothing then his own memories of a happy past and his quirk to protect himself. He quickly found out that people are looking at him because of his quirk. All the people ever wanted was his quirk and not him. Years pass, and the little green bean learned to trust no one but himself. If one was to ask him what was his quirk, he would say he was quirkless. It was only a protection measurement he found out to be necessary. After all, a quirkless life was better than a life in a laboratory. One day he was fortunately enough to meet the number 1 hero and could finally ask him the question of his life. What will however happen if the symbol of peace gives him an answer he has never though he would hear? More importantly, what will he do once he finds out he still has family out there? Will Izuku be able to find them? And what will poor Izuku think about his new family? Will they be able to save him from himself? Let's find out! A/N: This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

𝕮𝖆𝖓𝖈𝖊𝖗. (𝐁𝐊𝐃𝐊) by b1issfu11i

~𝑪𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒆~ ↠━━━━ღ◆ღ━━━━↞ 𝑩𝒂𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒈 '𝑪𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆𝒓' 𝒃𝒚 𝑴𝒚 𝑪𝒉𝒆𝒎𝒊𝒄𝒂𝒍 𝑹𝒐𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆 ↠━━━━ღ◆ღ━━━━↞ Izuku Midoriya has been miserable for quite a while, being diagnosed with cancer at 13. Now 17 and at stage 4, Izuku is ready to give up. That is, until a certain blonde hero walks into his life. But will this new peace last forever? Is Izuku's hero... A real hero? ↠━━━━ღ◆ღ━━━━↞ ⚠DARK EMOTIONAL THEMES, SICKNESS, DEATH, AND OTHER THEMES THAT MAY TRIGGER SOME. PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION.⚠ ↠━━━━ღ◆ღ━━━━↞ All rights to images, characters, and My Hero Academia elements go to their rightful owners. I did my best to get the information right and I did some research for this story. Please correct me and please don't ridicule me if I got something wrong. Thank you. ↠━━━━ღ◆ღ━━━━↞ #1 in 'ktdk' (6/21/24) #5 in 'sickizuku' (12/1/23) #3 in 'herobakugo' (12/11/23, 6/21/24!) #5 in 'izukatsu' (12/4/23) #8 in 'dekuxbakugo' (12/2/23) #135 in 'cancer' (12/10/23) ↠━━━━ღ◆ღ━━━━↞ © 𝓑𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓼𝓯𝓾𝓵𝓵𝓲 | ₂₀₂₂

Reaper (villain rehab) by Chimera_Regarion

Izuku was alone for most of his life. He had one beautiful quirk but never dared to show anyone his quirk. He had one incredible ability. He could heal anyone just by purely touching them. However, this was only one side of his quirk as he could also take one's life form. His parents died and his grandparents hated him for that since he was the reason for it. Not fitting anywhere Izuku was wondering around until someone was ready to stretch their hands out and accept a fallen angel. Now meat Reaper and how he became one of the LOV members that is responsible for holding up the team. They can count on him to get the job done or get them out of a dangerous situation. What will happen if the heroes are after their angel? Moreover, what if he messed up on one of the biggest mission they had? What will happen if he finds out that he is not so alone and what if there was one person willing to take him in? A/N: This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. This story will closely leaned on my other story names Vulture. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

$Not Okay (Depressed Deku x Bakugou) {!Under Editing!} by Not_Totally_Alive$

A story about Izuku's problems with his mother's death and his abusive father. Deku slowly opens up after hiding his emotion from his classmates and teachers. And soon regrow a relationship with Bakugo to be more than friends. ⚠️Warning ⚠️ Lord this is cringe but I won't take it down for the sad deppressed lovelies. This story does contain mature and triggering subjects. -Rape -Abuse -Self-harm -Eating disorders -Blood -Sexual content -Suicide -Depression -Anxiety -Swearing -Drugs -And more fun stuff So if you do not feel comfortable with this subject I advise you to find a different story pls, because I will only place a warning on the first chapter and after that, you're on by yourself. So pls be careful. 😊 Not my characters, I don't own them!

I am a villain, Can I die?! (Suicidal Villain Deku) by Chimera_Regarion

A villain must not always be a villain. In this case however, the death of countless people are haunting Izuku Midoriya the number 3 villain in Japan. He was known and earned the place due to how wicked and unpredictable he himself is. However as time goes, this villain started regretting all the deaths as he was haunted by nightmares. Too bad that the villain group he is in has no interest in helping him at all. In fact, they would rather throw him away. With nothing left in his life but regret, he decided to do the one thing left to do. His life was after all meaningless after what he did. All that was left for him was regret. A/N: This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

Call me Usagi! I am not Deku anymore!! by Chimera_Regarion

Izuku Midoriya was one of the students that were participate into civil war game that Nezu came up with. However Izuku was chosen to be the villain. Needless to say that he was devoted to be the best villain they ever have seen after what they did to him. They thought he was the UA traitor and put him through a lot only because of his love for quirks and his hobby to analyze and write them down. As if that was not enough his mother hated him because of his status of quirklessness. Now in the middle of the game, Izuku made a terrible choice that may cost his live. However what he found himself into was not the infirmary of UA or heaven, no he found himself in the body of his past self in a different world where everything was still open for him. He quickly find out that this was not his past since he now had a loving mother and memories of his past 14 years in a 13 year old body. A/N: This is my first mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

If only... by Chimera_Regarion

Quirkless doesn't mean useless but because of how quirkless kids are being treated they often end up dead.. Izuku Midoriya is a kid that was born quirkless. Once his parents found out about this, they immediatelly abandoned him and threw him out on the streets. Now rouaming the steets and barely surviving he still finds a way to help people but not any avarage people, no he saved All for One and the other 4 LOV members. Follow Izuku as he struggles to survive while at the same time wanting nothing more than to end his own misary and becomes weaker and weaker with each passing moment. At the same time he will gain a family like no other. What will happen if the heroes find their villain lair. Will Izuku find a way to get back or will they change him for the better. A/N: This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

Quirk more like a Curse! by Chimera_Regarion

Izuku Midoriya had everything a little boy can ask for in life until a tragic event changed everything. He lost his mother, his father, his home and even hope. Left without anyone to trust or turn to, this precious green bean now struggles every day to find a reason to go on. Will someone save this the boy everyone forgot about? Life is weird and can't be explained. It can be hard at some times too. Izuku knew that life hated him and he was getting sick and tired of it.... BUT... What if life didn't hate the boy and would do anything to help him find his will to live? Will he discover the secret behind his quirk? Will he gain a new family? More importantly will he find the warm feeling of love and being accepted? Will his desperately search for it finally end? A/N: This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

Yami The Winged Hero by Starlight_Anon

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Azrael (Vigilante Deku) cover

𝕮𝖆𝖓𝖈𝖊𝖗. (𝐁𝐊𝐃𝐊) cover

Reaper (villain rehab) cover

Not Okay (Depressed Deku x Bakugou) {!Under Editing!} cover

I am a villain, Can I die?! (Suicidal Villain Deku) cover

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If only... cover

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Yami The Winged Hero cover

Azrael (Vigilante Deku)

Izuku Midoriya had everything a 4-year-old child could wish for. He had a family, a home and a quirk that was like no other. Thanks to a tragic and very bloody night, he was left with nothing then his own memories of a happy past and his quirk to protect himself. He quickly found out that people are looking at him because of his quirk. All the people ever wanted was his quirk and not him. Years pass, and the little green bean learned to trust no one but himself. If one was to ask him what was his quirk, he would say he was quirkless. It was only a protection measurement he found out to be necessary. After all, a quirkless life was better than a life in a laboratory. One day he was fortunately enough to meet the number 1 hero and could finally ask him the question of his life. What will however happen if the symbol of peace gives him an answer he has never though he would hear? More importantly, what will he do once he finds out he still has family out there? Will Izuku be able to find them? And what will poor Izuku think about his new family? Will they be able to save him from himself? Let's find out! A/N: This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.