In the middle of love

YEAH!YOU ALL READ RIGHT .I am in the middle of love ,its something which i will never be able to describe in words. Whenever the topic arise about him, the only thought that always pop up is
Will he ever be mine ?
AND yes the answer is always a big NO !!
HE is not mine and will never be mine but sadly my eyes never stop searching for him
HE is a dream even with full determination ,will always be in my imagination.
MY LOVE FOR HIM IS AS QUITE AS DEEP OCEAN .