Natalia Griffin was taken from her parents as a baby. Growing up in the skybox until her eighteenth birthday, when she was to be floated. She had no clue why it was such a crime to have a second child on the ark, only knowing she was a victim of it. Natalia was not so innocent. In her mind, she deserved her time. Even though the council and she might be forgiven the 'crime' of being born. She would never forgive herself of the murder she committed there. "Why won't you forgive yourself? You had no choice." The brunette whispered as he slowly rubbed his hand over hers. She looked at him, bringing her hand to stroke his t-shirt covered chest, "Because I don't deserve the redemption, Bellamy." *I'm not going to say 18+ because frankly, I'm not, and I know half of the people reading this most likely aren't either, but...This book contains mature situations AND Smut. Don't read it if you aren't comfortable with it. Thank you for reading!!* All rights go to Kass Morgan and Jason Rothenburg, only I own my own OC characters (Natalia, Soren, Irina, and Ivar) and plot changes that aren't in the show. started: august 22 2021 season 1- completed season 2- in progress