Time Passes.

Love is something I can't really explain.At one point in time I fell in love with a guy named Alex.Alex made me feel like I could really trust him.I never had to try being someone I wasn't around Alex.I felt like he liked me because I was who I was around him, myself. I'm not sure what love really is, but I am sure of the feeling that love gives you when time suspends betweeen you.This was one of the moments that I had felt.The only thing that I wanted to hear from him was how he really felt, not just him saying he loves me and then showing me later on in life he wanted nothing to do with me.I thought about what it would be like if that feeling of love would fade away during time.Eventually it did.I didn't expect for him to still have feelings for me, but I did expect him to still care about what we had.Alex and I been through a lot together, not all of our memories are good.Of course those are the times that we spent trying to get past through the rough break-ups.Alex still talks about our relationship and how it would be if we were still together.Why talk about our relationship when you have already moved on?I have also moved on, or at least feels like I have.I like this guy named Bryan.I don't know what my feelings are towards him.He makes me feel the same way I felt about Alex, but I can't relate to that same feeling towards Bryan.I guess you can say Bryan basically makes me feel like I get butterfly's in my stomach.Like honestly I'm not in love with him, he just make me feel like no other.I'd like to know more about him because well he's already interesting to look at, I want to be able to know what he's all about :).I know Bryan doesn't have the same feelings for me but yet he has the same problem I had of trying to get over someone in the past. Alex still means a lot to me, and that will never change.Love isn't what I expected in life.It's hard to have feelings for someone that you thought meant a lot to you, but ended up meaning nothing as time passed.