where zayn tries to seek for redemption that he doesn't deserve and sends liam letters after cheating on him, always signing off with; 'love, cheater' to add to the little amount of sentiment he withholds. -- © A. WARNING: includes mentions of self-harm, m-preg, abuse ALSO, I wrote this book when I was a naïve 13 year old loser who had very limited knowledge about human emotion, triggers, and my perspective was extremely narrowed down to wattpad fanfiction. this story contains a lot of triggering material. please read with a grain of salt.