a girl who doesn't find love, but finds hurt, disappointment and worry. who thinks she's becoming just who she's always wanted be, at an extent. after knowing him before, she knew it was time to be close yet again, like from what was before. except this time, there was much of a difference. she calls it, what once was. - this story does take place from almost a diary entry perspective. the paragraph before the chapter signifies future her. a slight opinion on the month and what happens during said month. writers notes, if made, will be placed after the chapter with a very noticeable heading. please take into consideration this story is not very detailed with people/places, nor is there dialogue until the end of this story. thank you for reading and enjoy <3