His Nothing, His everything.

" ----After all we had?" I gasped in shock as I rolled my skirt down quickly, tears threatening to prick out of my eyes.
" After what?" his jaw clenched as he looked back at me and ran a hand through his moist curls.
"After all---" I trailed off. His eyes held an emotion I couldn't tell for a second then flicked back to his angry, then burst out into a ridiculous laughter.
"Oh---- Don't tell me it's the sex?"he mocked. My heart was shattered into millions. "It was just sex for Pete's sake! People like me don't fall in love or get attached. I'm not going to be your knight and shining armour, not your prince charming. It's not a fairy tale. Why don't you get that!" he pinned me roughly against the wall, his words sinking deep and hurting me with his deadly grip, " I won't ever love you, I don't deserve you, Bella" he whispered, the emotion in his eyes softening, "I was taught to play, and I won't spare your feelings ----- I--"
"Well then play me - - -" I whispered desperately as a tear painfully ran down my cheek.
"What?" his cold pine breath looked over my forehead as his eyes showed hurt.

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