I died and woke up in an otome game (BL)

So this is fully updated and continuing on WEBNOVEL under the alias WriterFromMars, so if you want, it's all free to read there, and I will be updating it there first. There is both a rewrite and the OG series. Idk if I'm going to post the newer chapters here.

After my mothers died, I lived a life full of pain and hunger with my birth father (who somehow got custody) and ended my life three days before my eighteenth birthday.

Only...I didn't stay dead, and because of a sympathetic (and guilty) goddess, I'm in a new world with my mothers?! Only...I never expected my life to end up like this... And I just found out I was pregnant...

WARNING: Mentions of Rape, Suicide, And other things I can't remember!