Its been twelve days since i started college, i have a small group of friends, I'm enjoying it very much. I'm still the timid girl I've always been since childhood, i don't go out, i stay in my dorm with most of my free time unless I'm with my friends at the café or movies.
My friends are not like me, they go out a lot, to dorm parties, frat parties and to the bar or club, they don't seem to mind and every now an then they will try to get me to go out but, it never works. It's not that i don't want to go out i just like to be alone, i like there not being any complications at all. After my first boyfriend in high school i don't ever want to give anyone the chance to like me, not that the relationship was bad, i just.. Leaving him to come here was hard on both of us. Something we could have averted had we never crossed paths...
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"Okay and this is... Can anyone tell me?"
"Ahhh yes, Matt."
"Corson, religion, Christian, one of the kings of hell, controls 72 legions of demons."
The voice is behind me, the voice send shiver down my spine.
"Correct! Looks like you may have some competition, Anna."
I smirk nodding, "We will see." I say out loud, i feel a pinch on my side.
"Ouch!" I whimper out, I turn around seeing Matt.... My heart drops at the sight of him and how handsome he is but, that evil smirk he has on him makes me scared.
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I want to be ready for college, but I'll be leaving everything behind. I don't want to forget my mom, my friends, or the memories made. Then again, I want to move on, run away from the heart break following me. I want to be free, I need to be free. For everything that I know, college could be a restart for highschool. A time where I don't make mistakes or where bad things don't happen, but I know they will. Though focusing on the negative won't lead me anywhere. Sadly though, that's all I ever learned to focus on. Learning things about my family that disgust me, learning about family members I didn't even know existed. It's all new, like morphing into a new body, you have to learn how to control.
Sadly I don't know how to control myself, I can't control my emotions.
I want to be ready for college, I am. I'll be leaving everything behind, but I need to escape the pain.
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Disclaimer - Read my first book 'Reality Hits Hard' to understand this book before reading it.
This book is also very childish looking back at it, but I hope you guys enjoy it!