My Salvation
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Complete Thu, Dec 11, 2014<5 mins
When I see your face, it seems all my worries melt away like they were water running off of a jagged rock. my mind is a messed up place and no one seems to get that, one minute my mind is here and everything is good, the next it's like I've lost myself to the world. Hate kicks in and turns my heart cold and black, I turn my back on those who have given a damn about me and for what?! It doesn't make me a better man, it doesn't help my cause, it hurts me. While I feel a bundle of heat, hotter than hell, consume my chest, cloud my mind, make me see red but turn my face green; who is there to resurrect me? The one to save me? Jesus wishes he could bring as many blessings upon me as you have to I. But when you look at me with your eyes that seem to melt me in a matter of seconds, maybe it is at that point, I'm believing this is heaven. You have a vice grip on my heart, you've been there for me since my first step into the world of reality. A fucked up reality at that, but have I shown you
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