this is an x reader story. x ftm! reader, therefore I will be using he/him pronouns TW: transphobia, homophobia, smoking, SH mentions, body dysphoria, past relationships, trauma, panic attacks. if for any reason the cc is uncomfortable with this story. i will immediately take it down. it's not my intention to make anyone feel uncomfortable. i want NO fetishisation or weird comments. enjoy! stay safe :)