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The light you brought me

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We all have coping mechanisms that help us try and feel better, it could be venting to someone closest to you or a friend... well if you have any, or taking a nice stroll down the beach. But for some people, they use drinking or drugs as a mechanism. I'm one of those people...

Well I don't take drugs, but I use alcohol or cheap booze  ... at first I was hesitant, but after trying it I couldn't stop...it helped me when I was in a puddle of darkness. It calmed me when I felt angry...it was there when I remembered terrible things I had done...what I had said to someone...

But...she was there when booze didn't work. She was there to help me...she was...

The light I needed in this puddle of darkness and regret...All Rights Reserved

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