4 Seasons
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  • Reads 31
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  • Parts 2
  • Time 7m
Ongoing, First published Aug 21, 2021
Mature
"Why can't I be enough for you?" he wasn't screaming anymore, it was almost a cry for help. "I've never said that you weren't enough for me, I... I just can't rely only on you, why can't you understand that" I can start to feel tears streaming down my face, I'm not yelling anymore either, my throat hurts and my body is exhausted.I had my back to him, I couldn't bare looking at  him in the eyes right now. I felt him getting closer to me, I turned my back to look at him ,he has red eyes and he was tired: "You know that I'm not him right?" ....
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A girl that can't get over her past relationship meets the perfect boy but will her insecurities get in the way.
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