Starting a journey of blogging after so long. i was on this platform 3 years back but couldn't continue it because of hectic schedule of college. Newways back to the jajabor style with some nasty and purely own thoughts to improve the writing of mine only. Just want to start with today's whole schedule. I was terribly bored with my unromantic days of vacation after i left my friends. Their love and support for me was unconditional. due to my hanged face, my mother told me to join my nana at the nearest siddhivinayak temple hence the change of air and the atmosphere change can make me feel good. Since there were no vehicles left for me, we had to hire an autorickshaw to reach to the particular place. During the journey i felt so much sorry about the people who cannot get food for 2 mandatory times to have healthy life when i saw the jhund of the vanjaaraas on the state highway. my nanaji told me the story of those people till the end from the scratch. because we never talk about something that is not happening around us, i was amazed with my nanaji's sense of judging people. he has got the fullest knowledge about the vanjaaras from why they migrate from one place to the another and why the migration is the very important part of their lives. i saw some full of greenery farms were like asking farmers to take their lives to get some bucks from the higher authority and to bring happiness after waiting so much for the final set of crop. and my nanaji just told me this line in gujarati,"KHEDUT TO JAGAT NO TAAT KEHVAAY.(IN ENGLISH, THE FARMER IS THE VIRTUAL GOD FOR THE HUMAN KIND)". i absolutely agreed to his statement and we high fived too. :) the 15 kilometers distance wasn't too far for us as i m travelling on this road from when i was 7 or 8 i guess.
7 Kapitel Abgeschlossene Geschichte Erwachseneninhalt
7 Kapitel
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" You are really beautiful Nivi...... oh I am sorry Actually it slipped out accidentally. I heard your mom addressing you as Nivi that's why " when this man sitting in front of me who is handsome and damn hot addressed me as Nivi all those hatred with which I came to meet him blown away. My eyes becomes soft and wet. I quickly put my head down and looked at floor to hide those stupid tears.
Siddarth Singh Khurana, most prominent business tycoon of South Asia.Current head of Khurana's business empire. Most eligible bachelor, youngest and successful business man.
" I think I can't even imagine any other girl beside me as my bride other than you " his deep husky voice made a tingling sensation all over my body. why this is happening to me?
I came to say a no for this marriage whoever he is. I stopped dreaming about my future then why I am having second thoughts now. He remembers me of a person whom I really miss. The way he called my name as Nivi was enough for me to break that stone wall inside my heart.
" Nivedita look at me once." I slowly raised my head and met his dark eyeballs.
" I promise you I won't let you regret this marriage. I will give all happiness for you. At first it was just a business marriage for me but after meeting you I got admired by your simplicity. please say yes" he looked at me with those hopeful eyes.
I didn't say anything but I nod my head as yes and he was overwhelmed by my yes.
" Thank you, thank you so much " he held my both hands and said.
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This was the last happiest conversation I remember which I has with my so called husband who is now laying on his bed and beating out of shit from me. I regret that each and every moment when I agreed for this marriage. I can't even cry loudly to forget this immense pain all over my body because if he heard my sound he might kill me and I can't die like at any cost. I need to survive and I don't know like what I did to this family they are treating me like a shit.