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MAYBE ITS BETTER TO LET GO

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"Ahh Josh..I'm oh....not ready to have sex" I told him "Shh" he said and lifted my leg onto his shoulder. "Josh we can play around like this...but..I won't have sex with you" he stood up and unzipped his pants and pushed them to the floor. "What..what are you doing?" I asked nervously "Undressing" he told me nonchalantly "no - no stop I told you no" I pushed him away and tried to walk towards my skirt and blouse that he threw by the bed. The next thing I knew I was being pushed face first down onto the bed "Josh! Stop, I told you no!" I yelled "I'm not taking no for an answer you little slut" he growled in my ear and pushed my head into the bed.



Our struggles may be tough and hurt, but they are what lead us to where we are today. 

Follow Raina throughout "maybe it's better to let go" and see what life changing, hurtful, challenges she faces and the decisions that follow them.All Rights Reserved

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