Depression. (Red Band Society Fanfiction)
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Depression.
Character Information:
Name: Madison Elizabeth Marie
Age: 15
Height: 5'4
Weight: 102
Eye Color: A hazel tint
Hair color: A brown, with red hightlights
Skin tone: Shes pretty pale, but lightly tanned
BackStory: (IMPORTANT!! This story has triggers, self harm, depression, etc. Please do not read if you can not handle it)
November 15, 1999. The day Madison Elizabeth Marie was born, this childs world was horrible, her mother and father doing drugs while she was pregenant with Madison, the father getting up and leaving when she was at the age of 2. Her life was a rollercoaster you could say, when Madison was about 3, her grandmother (Fathers mom) adopted her, -timeskiptoaboutelementary- Madison was always, a big kid you could say-- pretty chubby too put it bluntly, the female always was called orphan and horrible, etc etc. A few times she would go to her neighbors home's asking them too be her parents, her grandmother had it. She let her go live with her birth mother for a year, well. You could say that was a huge mistake, once she got there, her mother abused her, mentally and physically causing her too go anorexic. Once the year was over madison came back, she always favorited her father. Due to the divorce, she took her dads side. Well, her father didnt take hers, not calling her for her birthday, holidays, etc. It tore her apart, she had too be homeschooled due to the horrible bullying, thats when it went down hill, Razors, pills, and music. Her three best friends, now, its the present, shes going threw something horrible. Too the point where she wants to quit, no therapy is helping, honestly this girl just wants to die.
Maybe she will.
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