My diary about my thoughts and feelings
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Ongoing, First published Aug 22, 2021
This book is like the title says about my thoughts and feelings. 

I only made this book so I can wrote these things down somewhere I don't get a real diary because nobody that I know irl should know about this book. 

I don't want to sound like a pick me here and the crap it's just random things I think and feel.

If you have questions to some thinks I will maybe awnser them idk maybe nobody reads this book Idc it's just my personal escape so yeah.

If there is something that can trigger people I will do a trigger warning for what it triggers.

stay safe people you are awesome <3

TW: violent words, cursing, bad english
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