avoiding the present

Ilarian is a girl who has a normal life with ups and downs. But suddenly she starts to feel not well. She gets worried. But when the doctors tells her that she's fine she moves on with her life. But then a big depression wave hits her wich causes a lot of problems in her life. She loses herself a lot. She tries to find herself again but her personal and school life kind of messes up thing for her hopes. She's definnetly not doing well. She doesn't talk about it a lot with her friends. But when she meets xavier everything changes. She hopes that he can save her, but can she be saved if she still wants to feel the way she's feeling anyway?