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Icarus

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Reads 58,375
Votes 1,912
Parts 40
Time 16h 21m

Mature

Summary: This story is about an incredible unique autistic girl and her two equally incredible best friends. Will they ever get out of the friend zone? 

A little taste of the story: 

Is it a sin to love someone too much?  To say I miss her is an understatement. I can't eat. Can't sleep. Can't function. She is constantly on my mind as she dwelled  herself deep inside my heart.  My heart aches for her. Every time I think of her, I smile but my heart hurts like hell because she lives far away.  Too far. Sometimes all I can do is lie in bed and hope to fall asleep before I fall apart. 

Is it wrong to love someone this deeply at such an early age? I have inappropriate thoughts about her...about us. Not, as we are presently but grown up as adults. I'm jealous of my twin brother because he wants to take her from me. 

I can't let go of what's making me sad because its also the only thing that makes me happy. Her. 
I cannot lose her, because if I do, I will lose my best friend, my smile, my heart, my soul mate, my everything. 

If  it is a sin, I don't think I want to be forgiven because I truly believe that God has sent her into my life to give me something to fight for, to show me there is love in this world, to give me hope and to bring me joy. All the proof I need in God is in her. She is a gift from heaven."



⚠️WARNING ⚠️ 
* language
*drugs & alcohol 
* violence 
*assault & rape 
*nudity & sexAll Rights Reserved

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