He was my first!

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Nothing last forever...
So I remember my first love. I was so consume of it.. but only 14 years old..
In Every summer I've go to to my grandmas house in the country side, there I always feel safe, happy, an escape from reality. I never been the pretty one in my school , I have only few friends and a disfuncional family, a father that never loved and a mother to naive... but this is another story for another time.
Coming back to my first love, he was the most beautiful boy in the village, every girl wanted him, but he only had eyes for me . Ther I was the dream of every guy.so different from how things was at home.
He was my first kiss .
For weeks he waited for it ,because I was shy and scared of it. But when it happened it was magical with butterflies and everything . Iven now , 15 years later I still feel the thrill.
It never got further than that, but I am grateful for it . He told me patient, kindness, and pure love.
One year later I forgot him , I forgot the taste of his lips and I meet Severi . A broken boy , a bad boy so then a dream boy .
I was consumed of his beauty and charm.
And he fell in love with me. After a beautiful summer together, both of us and up at neighboring high schools, and the story being.
It wasn't a beautiful story, it really was the opposite of one,so toxic,full of disappointment and cheating.he loved me so much... but he will not know how to manage it.