Love Always

Dear Olly,
Today we were cooking breakfast together. You made chocolate chip pancakes because they're my favorite. You turned away from me for a second to flip the pancakes, and in that second I stumbled. You didn't see it and I didn't tell you because I didn't want you to worry yet. I had stumbled before and it always scared you but it was always just an accident, me being naturally clumsy. This stumble was different. I knew I took a normal step, it felt normal but my ankle rolled when it shouldn't have. That was the first time I noticed the Huntington's. I wanted to tell you so much but you looked so happy cooking those pancakes, I would've ruined the moment. Olly I wanted to cry and scream but instead I just walked up behind you and wrapped my arms around your torso and buried my face in your back. These are the moments I treasured most, just being with you. I love you so much Oliver. When I'm gone, I hope you never forget it.
Love Always,
Mickey.