I used to think that I couldn't find it for my entire life - the world is very big, and I walked it slowly, what if I couldn't meet my loved one?
Since I heard "more than 3 billion men in the world, 700 million men in China, there were plenty of fish in the sea". It became more and more clear that in normal life, the opposite s*x that we could get familiar with and to developed deep feelings with, was too limited. Too limited until I was prepared to accept people's matchmaking to find a suitable man, simmer slowly and then ordinarily entered marriage life. But in the unexpected corner of life, perhaps we still could find our better half.
In March 2009, I watched my father being pushed out of the operating room, and I had no idea that the doctor followed behind the bed would be my lifelong partner.
I think, in this relationship, I could never surpass Gu Wei. I just followed my heart and followed him all the way, but Gu Wei always had to consider the future for both of us. He always jokingly said, "Lin ZhiXiao, I don't dare make mistakes now."
This man, who was occasionally deep and childish most of the time, occupied almost my entire point of view about love.
He said: "I will always stay by your side, no matter in good or bad."
I told him: "Even if life rewinds many times, in spring 2009, I will still fall in love with you at first sight."
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#4 in the Doctor series
When are you divorcing me?"
He did nothing but stare in shock, surprise, and something else-which he shouldn't-yes, he shouldn't feel hurt.
There is no vitality or existence in this relationship, and we are drifting like two birds with no destination.
"You seem to be in haste to get rid of me?" he questioned otherwise.
"It's better for both of us... I mean for three of us. I feel bad that instead of knowing you love someone else, I married you. Maybe if I tried to speak with Dadu, he would have understood it. He would have been angry but knowing that his children's happiness lies in someone else, he could have understood it sooner or later."
I thought this wedding wouldn't affect me. I will mind my job but know things have changed. I... I started to love him which I can't say to him.
He will never leave the girl he was in love with for 3 years for a relationship of 10 days and that's me.
"Can you be without me?" I perceived a drop of rain falling on me
I don't know why did he ask me that. And from where this question came?
Maybe I will be shattered into pieces, Ekansh.
But I acted most weirdly. I laughed at him. "You are saying as if we have been together for years. Come on Ekansh, I am not a love-sick girl."
He caught my wrist gently and made me stare at him.
"Then, I will divorce you very soon!" He muttered against my face and he sounded angry again.
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Bond to him streams about the couple whose wedding was fixed by their elders when they were kids. Growing up, their thoughts, views, and interests drastically changed. They were on different paths in life. Neither of them was fond of each other until the topic of the wedding was brought up.