A Grip On Reality (Destiel AU)

Loosely based on actual events.

I met him seemingly forever and a day ago. We started dating in high school, a decision I have lived to regret. Our story began in sophomore year for me; he was two years older, a senior. This is the story of how we met. This is the story of how we began. This is the story of how we ended. This is the story of how Castiel Novak died. And how Z came to be.

Rated R: Drug Abuse, Excessive Alcoholism, Mild Language, Smoking, Sexual Interactions (Semi-Smut), Self Harm, Suicidal Thoughts, Sexual Assault (and general stalkerism).

I update every Thursday unless I can't for some reason.