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Should I Stay or Should I Go

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My names Wren and I'm 17 years old. I have one main friend, Danielle, and we are always together. She knows the whole story of how I was bullied at my old school and she is so supportive but you can't break bad habits. I sometimes still take hold of my razor and put it against my wrist.

I have a boyfriend, Josh. Well I wouldn't really call him a boyfriend. He's really abusive and I have to do as he says.

So this year has turned from my best so far to my worst but will my thoughts change when I meet Mitch?

The only question I have for myself is: Should I stay or should I go?All Rights Reserved

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