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Am I worth being Alive?

Ashtondrummer122

Reads 860
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Parts 5
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Reads 860
Votes 39
Parts 5
Time 29m

Ashtondrummer122

Mature

5sos anexoria boyxboy depression lashton malum

This is what Ashton asks him self everyday and hopes that no one finds out he cuts and doesn't eat and that he is gay but will one night ruin his life and will he tell the boys he's gay and does he fall for Luke and does the haters get to him and will some one same him? Am I worth being Alive?All Rights Reserved

5sos anexoria boyxboy depression lashton malum

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Hiding

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