Am I worth being Alive?
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MatureOngoing29m
Last published Tue, May 12, 2015
This is what Ashton asks him self everyday and hopes that no one finds out he cuts and doesn't eat and that he is gay but will one night ruin his life and will he tell the boys he's gay and does he fall for Luke and does the haters get to him and will some one same him? Am I worth being Alive?
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