What I don't say

This story is for people like me. The"smarty pants", "teacher's pet", "Goodie goodie", "people pleaser". Worst of all, I'm a "follower". Don't get me wrong, I haven't gone down the wrong path, but when middle school started so did the bullying. It's over now, but it's left a lasting effect on the way I think of myself. I now feel as though the bully is inside of me ,clouding up my thoughts. This is the way I cope with it. It's a chance for you adults to get into the mindset of your preteen or teen girl . If you are one (preteen or teen), tell an adult if you think any of these thoughts ,it might help you. I should know.
I'M ONLY 12!