FALLING IN LOVE, AGAIN!

I'm Ash Bustamante, I've been inlove with my high school classmate for almost 5 years. He is a guy that many girls want but for me its different because "I'M A MAN" just like him. Noong una akala ko isang simpleng pagtingin lang ito pero dahil sa napakagwapo na niya napakabait pa, kaya di na ako nagdalawang isip pa I push myself to him and befriend with him, but I ask myself kung tama paba ang ginagawa ko because this thing will make me suffer in the end. Discrimination, Bullying etc. Naranasan ko lahat ng ito dahil lang sa pagkatuklas ng marami sa sexuality ko. Even the person I loved the most betrayed me and left me behind this suffering. I wish this is the end of all my suffering.