Deep Fog

I'm still mad at Nori for making me take those pills. He has no idea what they do to me! But I know he only does it because he cares, even though I don't.
I don't care about anybody!!!!
What is wrong with me!
It's because I took those stupid pills that are actually drugs!
I want this to stop! For me to stop seeing things! And hearing them too!
The doctor said everything I saw was fake! He said I had a wild imagination...
Nori, told me he loves me. And I believe him and can see it, even though sometimes it's hard to. It's hard for me to say I love him back. Not because I don't love him. Because it's hard for me to say something like that. I've never felt love before. It's a little weird.
I feel tired. I feel small. I feel different. I don't know what emotion I feel right now...
The world looks droopy to me and huge. Figures and objects look distorted. They look like stretched out things.....They no longer look clear. They look weird. I can feel my eyes wandering around back and forth. Each time they look to a side of a room, the image of what the room looks like seems to change.